Reality

Some days it's a battle..

Whether to keep sanity intact,

weeding out the pessimism,

& or keeping the smile plastered on correctly.

Life can be a struggle. (duh)

You don`t want to make them uncomfortable,

so you suffer in silence.

For sake of keeping up a pretty picture..

Hiding the less than attractive that lie underneath.

When is it ever okay to step out?

At which point is it okay to show all of you?

Can that be safe?

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Shine On, Love

Live by this quote:

“Our deepest fear is not that we are  inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we  are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the Glory of God that is within us. It’s not in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence liberates others.”

~Nelson Mandela, 1994 Inaugural Speech **written by Marianne Williamson

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It's never goodbye, just see you later.

It's only heartbreak if you let it break you.

Allowing yourself to see the bigger picture isn`t

the easiest thing to do, but it`s the best way to deal.

For me at least.

One way to look at disappointment is that you`re

being forced to look at all the good that is waiting

to be recognized & appreciated.

Not so good circumstances shouldn`t be allowed

to keep you down for too long.

Cry, sulk, whatever (for a moment) & keep it moving.

Life is a teacher, so take advantage & l e a r n.

Get out of it all that you can.

Love while you can.

Give what you can.

Enjoy it all.

Love you,

Eb<3

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Parasite of Civilization

"There is nothing as pitiful as a young cynic because he has gone from knowing nothing to believing nothing."

- Maya Angelou

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Trust

Belief is the first step. &Knowing may or may not come. Trusting is stepping outside of yourself. It's leaving your comfort zone. It is freedom. It's forgetting(forgiving) past hurts & let downs. It's allowing your guard to fall. Trust requires selflessness. When you`re ready, try it, you never know what your lacking trust is blocking you from.

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The universe is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper.

-E. Phillpots

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Second First Love

Heart racing.

Chasing the beat.

Hard hitting.

Melodic.

Where emotions & rhythm acquaint.

Tear jerking.

It`s a journey.

Taking me there.

Cryptic.

Where rifts & guitar breaks soothe the soul.

Too often abused & confused.

Foot tapping.

Girl, you betta catch that beat.

Hips rocking.

Often it leads to conception.

The Beautiful.

The BOLD.

Cryptic.

Taking me there.

It's a journey.

Tear jerking.

Where emotion & rhythm acquaint.

Melodic.

Hard hitting.

Chasing the beat.

Heart racing.

-Eb

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Imperfection

I`m no where near where I wanna be, but I know I`ve come a long ways.. My expectations & where I see myself going are far less than what He sees in me. God`s will & plan for my life is far greater than I could ever bring myself to envision.

I`m still learning not to be so hard on myself due to short-comings.. In no way am I perfect, except in that I was made with all the tools I need to get me where I am destined to be. Every time that I fall, I`ll continue to get back up & dust myself off. Where I am is where I am supposed to be. & There are always lessons to be learned.. Dwelling on where I want to be, how I`m gonna get there, & why things aren`t moving as swiftly as I want them to go, won`t get me anywhere. So I`m leaning not on my own understanding & I`m gonna align my will with my Creator. That`s thee`BEST way to do.. It's not easy, but no one ever said it would be.

Much Love, Peace & Understanding,

Eb

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My Love

My love for you is unbreakable. So unstopable. So unable to grammar so it stays incorrect. Cause I've been taught to right correctly. But I just want to love you. And I do. I will. Because my heart is circle in the words that say I LOVE YOU. And I hope it gets to be alive some day. Until then it's here in my chest, locked. Be Smooth.

One

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Knowledge. <--Seek

"..the more you think you know, the less you know. The more willing you are to learn, the more likely you are to seek and find only to discover there is stll so much more."

-Sister Souljah

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"To love myself, to understand my value & my power, to please God, I must add to the good in the world & not the evil." - Sister Souljah

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Soooo, I think this is one on my best investments.! I finally got the Bible Experience: Old Testament.. & I LOVE it sooo far. I recommend to anyone who loves the Bible, anyone who never read it, anyone who may think reading the Bible is boring, ANYONE. Just watch the video above. =)

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Love

It`s seeing past the flaw, because it`s just another mask of who you really are.

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Its Beyond Me

To finally be in love, and know the real meaning of

A lasting relationship, not based on ownership

I trust every part of you, cuz all that I...

All that you say you do

You love me despite myself, sometimes I fight myself

I just can't believe that you, would have anything to do

With someone so insecure, someone so immature

Oh you inspire me, to be the higher me

You made my desire pure, you made my desire pure

Just tell me what to say, I can't find the words to say

Gotta Find Peace of Mind - Lauryn Hill

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Peace

Trauma from our pasts doesn't have to drive our future, and we don't have to be free of all our aching memories, all our fears and inner conflicts, to be at peace & move forward. Gaining insight into what holds us back is the first step.

Food For Thought


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War

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"Moving Forward, I Have A Long Way To Go. I`m Just Trying. . .Finding My Find Through This Thing Called Life. HE`s Got My Back So I`m Not Worried."

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Long Road..

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I can`t always promise profound words..

But an open heart & ears can be

forever found here.

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In much the same way that God allows evil people to commit evil acts, God allows the earth to reflect the consequences sin has had on creation. Romans 8:19-21 tells us, “The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.” The fall of humanity into sin had effects on everything, including the world we inhabit. Everything in creation is subject to “frustration” and “decay.” Sin is the ultimate cause of natural disasters just as it is the cause of death, disease, and suffering..

-http://www.gotquestions.org

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Little Boys

What becomes of little boys

Whose dreams are larger

Than life has ever shown them they should be

What becomes of little boys

Whose goals are bigger than anything in their reality

What happens to young men

Disappointed once again

When they find out they're not supposed to grow

Do their lives become a lie

Should they wither up and die

When they find out they deserve more than they know

It's not hard to be confused

When you find out you've been used

As a sacrifice for other peoples gain

And no matter what they say

It's the same thing everyday

And no one seems concerned about the pain

What becomes of little boys who make a little too much noise

When their dreams have flown away beyond the cloud

Would you rather see them silent

Would you rather see them violent

Cuz they never had a reason to be proud

-Lauryn Hill

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Songs Of Freedom

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Persistance

"Nothing in the world can take the

place of persistence...Persistence and

determination alone are omnipotent."

- Calvin Coolidge

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Boredom--CURED

A site I should`ve introduced sooooooooooooooooooooo long ago:

www.stumbleupon.com

Try It.! <3

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Beauty Finds You.

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Breath of fresh air..

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Take Control

I often feel like I give too much of myself to the wrong things/people & not enough to those things that will push me further to where I want to be in the future.. Not enough time spent is put into those I see standing along side me at the end of the day. No longer will I take for granted the precious gifts I`ve been blessed with.

You get out of life what you put into it..

Here`s to making your next move the BETTER move..

P&L

-Eb

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Rambling – A mastered craft

We all go around roaming this place blindly, so it`s quite understandable that we stumble ever now & again.. Speaking for myself, I walk blind by faith, with the understanding that everything that I need will come to me. (When praises go up, blessings are bound to come down.) Maybe not when I want it, but when I am in most need. .. I`ve made it thus far m o s t l y unscathed, pretty sure that I`m on the right path, & ABSOLUTE on the belief that I wouldn`t be here without the grace of The Creator..

I like to say that I`m not much a worrier.. Things happen. Life`s unexpectancies—they happen. So why add on the unnecessary chore that is worry to the mixing pot.? I`ve gone through my share of crappy experiences, but as it is said "life goes on" & we can probably all attest to that belief. What good does stressing have in store for anyone.? Will it get the bills paid, mouths fed, tasks checked off the list.? I didn`t think so.. "Not worrying" doesn`t mean that you care any less, but that you fully understand that it never got anyone closer to the destination.. If anything it was like pressing the pause button. So STOP worrying, let go &.. well you know the rest.

This is all for now. Until next time..

Peace&Love

-Eb

Fear

Over come it.



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Happy New Year<3

Created a new blog today.. I don`t think I`ll ever be ready to reveal it to anyone. Yeah, I`m keeping this one private.. Er, yeah.. ThatIsAll..for now.

P e a c e & Love.
-E

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After much thought..

Change is real.
Change is necessary.

"Anything that doesn't grow is D E A D"

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The only constant..

Everything's changing..
In every area of my life.
I so strongly wish there were a pause button for this thing..
So I could absorb every moment of joy, every laugh, even the pain..
Of course there are memories..
But even those eventually fade..
Friends change, your surroundings change, even LOVE changes(can't catch a break)..
The one thing that always remains unchanged is God..

(...And Jose)
I guess that's all that matters..



"Expect no more from others than you're willing to give."
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Besterest Friendssss.

We Dope.



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Eye (I)

Thoughts rise againts the worlds chaos. We are the survivors and teachers. Let us enlighten and open their eyes. This world is beautiful.


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How do you console someone when you haven't experienced the level of lost that they have..
Is it in a hug.? So they don't feel pain for even but a moment..
Do you tell them a joke.? So their mind wanders even if it's just for a sec..
Do you tell them you love them.? So that the hate is subdued for no longer than it takes you to say it..
Do you make their dreams come true.? So the nightmares don't come for one night..
How do you console someone who has lost so much.??
HOW.?
God allows us to bare no more than we can handle this is true..
But why MUST the devil test this factor.!
Have you no remorse.?
Stupid question I suppose..

The best remedy for curing a bruised and battered heart is allowing God see to it's repair..

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I love you bro, but most importantly God loves you. He has his mighty hand over you & your family.. R.I.Paradise Shanita Brown

Words Are From The Higher Places

There are words within me.

None that I know before they're spoken.

So I seek the Lord to help me help spread His word.

And I don't script my speeches for I let Him speak.

I am His instrument, and I help him be heard.

There are words within me.

Such Bless Sings.

They ring with such a serene tone.

Heaven is here.

Can you hear?

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Light

Let your light light. Let it burn when the darkness is too much. For if you don't light the way who will? Be your body, be the now, be at peace. Do the right thing and you won't be left in the dark. Understand that "a candle loses nothing by lighting another candle." Remember, "ye are Gods" so as God is God, you are God. Now let others see the God in you. You don't have to make them see it, you just do it. Be in humility and if you stumble don't fall. Because if you do, your belief is gone and you'll see the ground. You can fly and you'll be fine. Now go, go spread the fire that burns when it gets cold. Go spread the light. Go spread the Word. Go.

- Enlightened One.

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"Let no man despise your youth; but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirit, in faith, in purity … do not neglect the gift that is in you, which was given to you … meditate on these things; give yourself entirely to them, that your progress may be evident to all … continue in them for in doing this you will save both yourself and those who hear you" (1 Timothy 4: 12, 14-16)

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I wanna stay in this moment for forever
But I can`t
So I`ll put it in my pocket
Keep it there for safe keeping
So when I`m scared.. It`ll put its arms around me
When I`m lonely.. It'll stand beside me
It'll keep me
Repayment for keeping it.. Safe
Its the hug I held for that extra 5sec.
The laugh I kept a little too long
The peace I obtain when prayers are said
It's like when your lips are pressed against mine
Seems like the world is right
And for that moment every wrong made right


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Freedom Time

Yo, there's a war in the mind, over territory
For the dominion
Who will dominate the opinion
Skisms and isms, keepin' us in forms of religion
Conformin' our vision
To the world churches decision
Trapped in a section
Submitted to committee election
Moral infection
Epedemic lies and deception
Insurrection
Of the highest possible order
Destortin' our tape recorders
From here and like under water
Beyond the borders
Fond of sin and disorder
Bound by the strategy
It's systematic deprivaty
Heavy as gravity
Head first in the cavity
Without a bottom
A fate worse than Sodom
What's got 'em
Drunk of the spirits
Truth comes, we can't hear it
When you've been, programmed to fear it
I had a vision
I was fallin' in indescision
Apollin', callin' religion
Some program on television
How can dominant wisdom
Be recognized in the system
Of Anti-Christ, the majority rules
Intelligent fools
PhD's in illusion
Masters of mass confusion
Bachelors in past illusion
Now who you choosin'
The head or the tail
The bloodshed of male
Or confidance in the veil
Conferences of Yale
Discussin' doctrines of Baal
Causin' people to fail
Keepin' the third in jail
His word has nailed
Everything to the tree
Severing all of me from all that I used to be
Formless and void
Totally paranoid
Enjoy darkness as the Lord
Keepin' me from the sword
Blocked from mercy
Bitter than cerasee
Hungry and thirsty
For good meat we would eat
And still, dined at the table of deceit
How incomplete
From confrontation to retreat
We prolong the true enemies defeat
Destitute a necessity
Causin' desperation to get the best of me
Punishment 'til there was nothing left of me
Realizin' the unescapable death of me
No options in the valley of decision
The only doctrine, supernatural circumcision
Inwardly only water can purge the heart
From words, the fiery darts
Thrown by the workers of the arts
Iniquity, shapen in
There's no escapin' when
You're whole philosophy is paper thin
In vanity
The wide road is insanity
Could it be all of humanity?
Picture that
Scripture that
The origin of man's heart is black
How can we show up for
An invisible war
Preoccupied with a shadow, makin' love with a whore
Achin' in sores
Babylon, the great mystery
Mother of human history
System of social sorcery
Our present condition
Needs serious recognition
Where there's no repentance there can be no remission
And that sentence, more serious than Vietnam
The atom bomb, and Saddam, and Minister Farakkhan
What's goin' on, what's the priority to you
by what authority do we do
the majority hasn't a clue
We majored in curses
Search the chapters, check the verses
Recapture the land
Remove the mark from off of our hands
So we can stand
In agreement with his command
Everything else is damned
Let them with ears understand
Everything else is damned, let them with ears understand

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Many Thanks

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It really isn't about me because I give my praise to God. The bless sings are in my ear everyday. It feels like heaven on earth. And I'm happy to be alive. I also feel somewhat full, so my spirit is filling up slowly, but surely. I thank you. I give my devotion to HIM and I hope I can be his LIGHT for others to follow in the right direction. Enjoy. One.

The Man Who Didn't Believe In Love

By Don Miguel Ruiz





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In This Moment

It is in this moment.

This moment so calming, yet it moves me to exclaim my thanks.

The conversations that we share, You & my soul.

It`s better than any I`ve ever known.

There rest no doubt.

There is no uncertainty.

Hopelessness is nowhere to be found.

It`s in this place that I`m in that keeps me.

It keeps me.

My sanity, it rests here.

My pain, it diminishes.

My sorrow, it runs away.

It`s in this moment that I have the strongest sense of peace.

I long to Live in this moment for forever.

The past melts away here.

The future it brings no worries.

Here in this moment

No yesterdays or tomorrows.

But right nows.

If you`re quiet enough you can hear it.

Can you feel it?

He`s here.

It`s in this very moment that I rest in his arms.

He`s my protector, my provider & my healer.

He`s my everything.

He lives in me.

It`s in moments such as these,

When doubt starts to creep up,

He banishes it.

It has no place here.

It `s in this moment that blessings sing.

When my security in Him is recognized.

It is in moments like these.

When Love shows its face.

Because He is Love.

Love is He.

He is patient.

He is kind.

He does not boast.

He keeps no record of wrong.

He is not rude.

He is truth.

He bears all, believes all, hopes all, & endures all things.

But most importantly He NEVER fails.

Because He is Love & Love is He.

It`s in this moment.

In this moment when He speaks.

Louder & clearer than ever.

Listen.

In this moment.

"It`s not about me.."