12.05.2009
After much thought..
Change is necessary.
"Anything that doesn't grow is D E A D"
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The only constant..
In every area of my life.
I so strongly wish there were a pause button for this thing..
So I could absorb every moment of joy, every laugh, even the pain..
Of course there are memories..
But even those eventually fade..
Friends change, your surroundings change, even LOVE changes(can't catch a break)..
The one thing that always remains unchanged is God..
I guess that's all that matters..
"Expect no more from others than you're willing to give."
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11.24.2009
11.22.2009
Eye (I)
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11.19.2009
Untitled
Is it in a hug.? So they don't feel pain for even but a moment..
Do you tell them a joke.? So their mind wanders even if it's just for a sec..
Do you tell them you love them.? So that the hate is subdued for no longer than it takes you to say it..
Do you make their dreams come true.? So the nightmares don't come for one night..
How do you console someone who has lost so much.??
HOW.?
God allows us to bare no more than we can handle this is true..
But why MUST the devil test this factor.!
Have you no remorse.?
Stupid question I suppose..
The best remedy for curing a bruised and battered heart is allowing God see to it's repair..
--
I love you bro, but most importantly God loves you. He has his mighty hand over you & your family.. R.I.Paradise Shanita Brown
10.24.2009
Words Are From The Higher Places
10.14.2009
Light
10.13.2009
"It`s not about me.."
10.12.2009
But I can`t
So I`ll put it in my pocket
Keep it there for safe keeping
So when I`m scared.. It`ll put its arms around me
When I`m lonely.. It'll stand beside me
It'll keep me
Repayment for keeping it.. Safe
Its the hug I held for that extra 5sec.
The laugh I kept a little too long
The peace I obtain when prayers are said
It's like when your lips are pressed against mine
Seems like the world is right
And for that moment every wrong made right
"It`s not about me.."
9.01.2009
Freedom Time
Yo, there's a war in the mind, over territory
For the dominion
Who will dominate the opinion
Skisms and isms, keepin' us in forms of religion
Conformin' our vision
To the world churches decision
Trapped in a section
Submitted to committee election
Moral infection
Epedemic lies and deception
Insurrection
Of the highest possible order
Destortin' our tape recorders
From here and like under water
Beyond the borders
Fond of sin and disorder
Bound by the strategy
It's systematic deprivaty
Heavy as gravity
Head first in the cavity
Without a bottom
A fate worse than Sodom
What's got 'em
Drunk of the spirits
Truth comes, we can't hear it
When you've been, programmed to fear it
I had a vision
I was fallin' in indescision
Apollin', callin' religion
Some program on television
How can dominant wisdom
Be recognized in the system
Of Anti-Christ, the majority rules
Intelligent fools
PhD's in illusion
Masters of mass confusion
Bachelors in past illusion
Now who you choosin'
The head or the tail
The bloodshed of male
Or confidance in the veil
Conferences of Yale
Discussin' doctrines of Baal
Causin' people to fail
Keepin' the third in jail
His word has nailed
Everything to the tree
Severing all of me from all that I used to be
Formless and void
Totally paranoid
Enjoy darkness as the Lord
Keepin' me from the sword
Blocked from mercy
Bitter than cerasee
Hungry and thirsty
For good meat we would eat
And still, dined at the table of deceit
How incomplete
From confrontation to retreat
We prolong the true enemies defeat
Destitute a necessity
Causin' desperation to get the best of me
Punishment 'til there was nothing left of me
Realizin' the unescapable death of me
No options in the valley of decision
The only doctrine, supernatural circumcision
Inwardly only water can purge the heart
From words, the fiery darts
Thrown by the workers of the arts
Iniquity, shapen in
There's no escapin' when
You're whole philosophy is paper thin
In vanity
The wide road is insanity
Could it be all of humanity?
Picture that
Scripture that
The origin of man's heart is black
How can we show up for
An invisible war
Preoccupied with a shadow, makin' love with a whore
Achin' in sores
Babylon, the great mystery
Mother of human history
System of social sorcery
Our present condition
Needs serious recognition
Where there's no repentance there can be no remission
And that sentence, more serious than Vietnam
The atom bomb, and Saddam, and Minister Farakkhan
What's goin' on, what's the priority to you
by what authority do we do
the majority hasn't a clue
We majored in curses
Search the chapters, check the verses
Recapture the land
Remove the mark from off of our hands
So we can stand
In agreement with his command
Everything else is damned
Let them with ears understand
Everything else is damned, let them with ears understand
"It`s not about me.."
8.25.2009
Many Thanks
It really isn't about me because I give my praise to God. The bless sings are in my ear everyday. It feels like heaven on earth. And I'm happy to be alive. I also feel somewhat full, so my spirit is filling up slowly, but surely. I thank you. I give my devotion to HIM and I hope I can be his LIGHT for others to follow in the right direction. Enjoy. One.
8.16.2009
In This Moment
It is in this moment.
This moment so calming, yet it moves me to exclaim my thanks.
The conversations that we share, You & my soul.
It`s better than any I`ve ever known.
There rest no doubt.
There is no uncertainty.
Hopelessness is nowhere to be found.
It`s in this place that I`m in that keeps me.
It keeps me.
My sanity, it rests here.
My pain, it diminishes.
My sorrow, it runs away.
It`s in this moment that I have the strongest sense of peace.
I long to Live in this moment for forever.
The past melts away here.
The future it brings no worries.
Here in this moment
No yesterdays or tomorrows.
But right nows.
If you`re quiet enough you can hear it.
Can you feel it?
He`s here.
It`s in this very moment that I rest in his arms.
He`s my protector, my provider & my healer.
He`s my everything.
He lives in me.
It`s in moments such as these,
When doubt starts to creep up,
He banishes it.
It has no place here.
It `s in this moment that blessings sing.
When my security in Him is recognized.
It is in moments like these.
When Love shows its face.
Because He is Love.
Love is He.
He is patient.
He is kind.
He does not boast.
He keeps no record of wrong.
He is not rude.
He is truth.
He bears all, believes all, hopes all, & endures all things.
But most importantly He NEVER fails.
Because He is Love & Love is He.
It`s in this moment.
In this moment when He speaks.
Louder & clearer than ever.
Listen.
In this moment.
"It`s not about me.."
8.08.2009
Finish Line
7.25.2009
Be Love
Song: Be Love
Album: Exodus
Escape away with nothing
You try to feel it
But what you have is plastic
Your burned your pocket
And everything that's in it
On your search for something
That is real
[Chorus]
Well if you need love
Take the time and be love
Breathe it out create love
See how things can turn
If you need love
Give yourself and be love
Breathe it out create love
See how things can turn
It's so empty
But your room is full of people
It's so quiet
But everyone's so loud
[Chorus]
And if you need love
Take the time and be love
Breathe it out create love
See how things can turn
If you need love
Give yourself and be love
Breathe it out create love
See how things can turn
Inside your ruining the mood
You're singing solitude
Forgetting all you knew
So look, look into the mirror
Swallow all your fear
Believe it's really near
[Chorus]
Cause if you need love
Take the time and be love
Breathe it out create love
See how things can turn
If you need love
Give yourself and be love
Breathe it out create love
See how things can turn [1x]
"It`s not about me.."
7.24.2009
Let Go.
Song: Let Go
Album: Details
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
[Chorus:]
So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't await
your own arrival
you've twenty seconds to comply
[Chorus:]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
[Background sounds]
[Chorus:]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
In the breakdown
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
The breakdown
So amazing here
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
"It`s not about me.."
Learning.
Live. Love. Laugh. Learn.
Many Blessings Your Way,
-Eboni Renee
"It`s not about me.."
7.23.2009
Simple Pleasures.
It`s amazing. . .
I like to see the beauty in everything & everyone now-a-days. I realize we`re from the same creator so we all have that in common at least. I`m really taking in life more, we have to step back in order to do that . . .because it`s true that. . .It`s not about you or me. . .
Look @ The Bigger Picture.
Peace, Love & Mercy,
-Eboni Renee
*inspired by my cooking, of course, & moms. . .*
"It`s not about me.."
Have mercy.
Have mercy
Matt. 5:7 Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
We all make mistakes. We all error. There are things we struggle with and
there are even times when we just do the fool and fall short. This does not
necessarily make us a bad person or even a sinner. As long as we can
acknowledge our errors as errors, and ask God to forgive us, we can be
reinstated back to the place where we were before the sin. We all sin and
fall short. Anyone that pretends to never sin is a liar and they deceive
themselves. As Christians, we don't practice sin on the regular, but there
are situations, struggles, issues, etc. that we are all trying to grow past.
What's my point? Don't condemn people for errors! When you wipe your hands
of people that make mistakes, you only cause yourself to be condemned when
you make mistakes. You cannot pass severe judgments on people without those
same judgments coming back on you. Now, this is not to say that a person
that is practicing sin, or harming the body of Christ with their actions
should not be called out by those that have the authority, but it is to say
that, mistakes can and should be overlooked if the person has gotten it
right with God.
There is going to come a time when you will need mercy. You will be in a
situation where you will desire to be reinstated by God after you error.
So, don't deny others the mercy that you will need. God desires to bring us
all to heaven and has a place for us all in his Kingdom. God is not trying
to put people in hell. So, why do we do that? We are not better than God
and if God is merciful, we should desire to be. Now, we should call sin
sin, and we should not turn our heads the other way when we see our brothers
and sisters in error, but we should be merciful towards them and try to help
them back to their rightful place in God. If they don't hear you, that's
another story. But if they will hear, acknowledge their error and repent,
then we should be willing to help them move past it and give them direction
for total deliverance and future avoidance. The mercy you give is the same
mercy you shall have!
Suggested Reading: Heb. 8:12, Luke 6:36, Luke 18:13
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"It`s not about me.."
My Silence.
My Silence.
It Holds Words Unsaid, Actions Not Needed To Be Performed.
It Tells Everything That I Can Not Tell With My Mouth.
It Is Power.
My Silence.
It Fights When I Am Not Strong Enough.
My Silence.
It Keeps Me.
It Holds Truths, Things You May Not Be Ready To Hear.
My Silence.
My Silence It Is Golden & It Speaks Volumes.
-EяM♥
"It`s not about me.."
Beauty In Seeking & Finding.
It`s then when we feel so imperfect that we search for the Perfect.
When we seek we will find.
As simple as that.
May not seem like it because of the thing that is time.
But it`s truly as simple as saying,
"I Need You."
"It`s not about me.."
7.22.2009
It Will Fade.
You know the feeling of going against the grain.?
Of opposing the opposer.
Of being opposed.
Then I remember its for a better cause.
Bigger than you.
Bigger than me.
Bigger than this world.
Bigger than the word I.
Looking at the bigger picture. . .
This is when reassurance sets in. . .
It`s after doubt tries to re-appear.
"It`s not about me.."
Something Good.
You Ask & You Will Receive. (Opportunites will naturally present themselves)
IgnoranceIsTheEnemy.
Many Wishes of Love, Peace & Mercy,
-Eboni Renee
"It`s not about me.."
I Can Endure.
Much Love & Peace.
-Eboni Renee
Check Out: Proverbs 8- The Excellence Of Wisdom
"It`s not about me.."
7.21.2009
The Obama Deception.
Just The Beginning.
Watch & See.
We Need To Educate Ourselves. . .Otherwise Remain Prisoners Of Our Own Ignorance.
The Bible Says Watch As Well As Pray. We Need To Get Ourselves&Houses In Order. . .
Much Love.
- Eboni Renee
7.20.2009
He Wouldn`t Lead You Astray.
Truth includes:
Who, What, When, Where, How.
☮ & ♥
-E
"It`s not about me.."
Self-Doubt. . .& Other Topics That Come With My RAMBLINGS.
Another Feeling--Man. . This Love Thing. Like I Know It`s HIS Way To Love Everyone With The Love Of The Big Guy Upstairs[who I still don`t think is as HUGE&GIGANTIC a lot of people think, I mean I could be wrong. . .Heck, I haven`t seen him in the physical. . .] But. . .What Was I Saying. . . ?? I Do That A Lot. . .The Whole Off Topic Thing. . .
Ecclesiastes 10:11 :
The race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, not bread to the wise, nor riches to mean of understanding, nor favor to men of skill; But time and chance happen to them all.
I`m Just Gonna Slow My Role. Remember That Making A Mistake Doesn`t Me Any Less. It Doesn`t Retract Any Of The Progress I`ve Made. It Let It Encourage Me To IMPROVE. We`re Human We Make Mistakes, It`s What We Do With After We Make Said Mistakes That Defines Us. Just Let Go & Let God. Yep. It Works. . .
Don`t Let People Discourage You. They Don`t Have The Authority To Lead You Away From The Direction God Leads You, But Always Be Open To The Wisdom That They Have To Share With You. We All Know That We Aren`t Of Perfection So All Can Stand Growth. Don`t Allow Your Self To Jump On The Defensive When You Feel Like You`re Being "Attacked". . .Look At It From A Point Of View Other Than Your Own. BUT Remember That God`s Wisdom Is At Our Finger Tips. [The Holy Bible] So Take Advantage. If You Seek, You Will Eventually Find.!!
I`m Learning. . .He`s Teaching. No Worries. = ]
☮& ♥
--Eboni Renee
7.19.2009
Peace Of Mind.
Love This Song.
Enjoy.
Lyrics:
I gotta find peace of mind
I know another cord...
I gotta find peace of mind
See, this what that voice in your head says
When you try to get peace of mind...
I gotta find peace of mind, I gotta find peace of mind
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says there's no me without him, please help me forget about him
He takes all my energy, trapped in my memory
Constantly holding me, constantly holding me
I need to tell you all, all the pain he's caused, mmmm
I need to tell I'm, I'm undone because, mmmm
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says it's impossible without him, but I know it's possible
To finally be in love, and know the real meaning of
A lasting relationship, not based on ownership
I trust every part of you, cuz all that I... All that you say you do
You love me despite myself, sometimes I fight myself
I just can't believe that you, would have anything to do
With someone so insecure, someone so immature
Oh you inspire me, to be the higher me
You made my desire pure, you made my desire pure
Just tell me what to say, I can't find the words to say
Please don't be mad with me, I have no identity
All that I've known is gone, all I was building on
I don't wanna walk with you, how do I talk to you
Touch my mouth with your hands, touch my mouth with your hands
Oh I wanna understand, the meaning of your embrace
I know now I have to face, the temptations of my past
Please don't let me disgrace, where my devotion lays
Now that I know the truth, now that it's no excuse
Keeping me from your love, what was I thinking of?
Holding me from your love, what was I thinking of?
You are my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
You are my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says it's improbable, but I know it's tangeable
He says it's not grabbable, but I know it's haveable
Cuz anything's possible, oh anything is possible
Please come free my mind, please come meet my mind
Can you see my mind, oh
Won't you come free my mind?
Oh I know it's possible
Anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
Anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
Anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
Oh free! Free, free, free your mind
Free, free your mind... free, free your mind
Free, free, free, free your mind
Oh, it's so possible, oh it's so possible
I'm telling you it's possible, I'm telling you it's possible
Free, free... free, free... free, free... get free now
Free, free... free, free, free, free... free, free
You're my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
You're my peace of mind, you're my peace of mind
He's my peace of mind, he's my peace of mind
He's my peace of mind, he's my peace of mind
What a joy it is to be alive
To get another chance, yeah
Everyday's another chance
To get it right this time
Everyday's another chance
Oh what a merciful, merciful, merciful God
Oh what a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful God
[Repeat till fade]
"It`s not about me.."